Kamsahamnida....arigatoune,minasan

annaeyong!!!

31st august2010, such a new cover for my book of life...
thanks for the happiness that everyone gave to me.
the laughter, the makanan, the karok...huhu..

kawan-kawan, terima kasih ye...kamsahamnida...

dari UMP sampai la ke padang MPK. i can't stop smiling. this is the start of the new sem. dunno why. maybe bc from the beginnning, i can't felt the happiness between my friends just like yesterday.makan nasi kerabu.n air jagung. had bought kerang bakar. for all, but only me and azi ate. argh. nasib baik my fav,

dari padang MPK, we prayed for solat maghrib at Masjid Sultan Ahmad Shah 1...(nearby the padang MPK)

after that, we moved for the next agenda..but stop by the KP...(kuantan Parade)...everything happened at one time...my one of bestie, sudden want to follow us for the next agenda.



yeah.yeah.yeah...so much fun...because i love all my bestie come for us...but that's no the full enjoy la...bc my fatehah doesn't come for us...she told Azi, she had to babysit her sis.

after stop by KP, we moved for ECmall...argh...so much in my thoughts...
i can't see all the baju, especially t-shirt...argh, always make me terliur la...
can't buy it.need to save money.just like last sem. jiayou.jiayou.jiayou. tahan your nafsu la..

at first, we enter the NOSE...so many beauty shoes.. argh...azi, u owe me all that feeling to shop all that stuff...at the shop, its the first time, for me, window shopping with guys. argh so annoying at first...but in the heart, so much laughing...thanks to pakcik amin n pakcik epul for the compliments, recommendations...memang you'all ada taste la...kihkihkih...

then, we move for the parkson...the favourite place for azi...she likes shopping in there...me too...she'd buy a nice shirt. ayu lagi...ehehehe...nice choice my friend.

we just left the two pakcik, bc they were busy on try test kuih raya...(*macam nak beli je kuih raya tu)...padahal nak menambahkan isi dalam perut only... apa-apa la pakcik..huhu

after the parkson, next destination would be my fav place...the world of communication...argh love that shop...nice.so many choices.i bought a box of DVD.4.7GB. nice shot...love that hello kitty DVD...bc the cartoon so cute.mute. but so expensive lorh...not benefit for that. next time, i'll buy them...okay...Hello Kitty, S.H.E just wait for me...

then, as planned by the superb organizer...kihkihkih...norhazirah bt ahmad...
we went for karok. as usual, 2 hours...argh...with the presence of syamim...huruhara bilik karok...
but thanks, so much laugh too...keep make me smile...

so many lagu yang nyanyi...even not me singing..kuikuikui...so malu pula nak loud out my voice...


after karok, we don't know where to go...the plan just sampai at karok only...but the car ady had until 5o'clock at am 1 sept2010.. thenm we went for KFC at benteng. argh makan lagi...tape.tape.tape...yang penting yummy.yummy.yummy...always okay about makanan...

argh chessy wedges. snack plate, potato mush...sukesukesuke...
so kenyang.if someone had paid for, lagi yummy.yummy...
tapi who's me to ask for it...just waiting till someone come...

then the jam ady show near to 2am. need to go back for UMP...my bestie syafiqa need rest..insyaAllah after this, nothing happen for her...please yaAllah, keep her health in good condition.

finally sampai la UMP...hehehe...me first sampai bilik...biasa la KK4...nice place to be first..kihkihkih..

Let Me Be The One!!!

Look, I know it has been along time you know,
Now, I gotta tell you something so look at here.

First thing first,
The words I want to tell you.
Although I don't know where I should start.
I've been quite anxious even now i'm feeling a little shy...(oh love)

I’ll try to gather up more courage.
You know that I can’t say these types of awkward phrases
Once in a lifetime, I think that time is now.
I’ll start here please listen
Let me be the one.

Let me be the one,
the only one for you. I want it to be me
Let me be the one,
the entire day, I only think of you
Let me be the one,
I’ll promise you, that I’ll live for you
Let me be the one,
for eternity, I’ll love only you

Meaningless thoughts become the wind, tears overflow to form the sea
An insufficient woman like me, by meeting you I feel so special
Please accept my heart

The only one in the world that makes me shine
You're the one in the million
Among the many stars in the world, the one place where I can rest easy
My happiness, sadness, smiles, and tears, they are all only for you.
If I am with you I don’t have anything to be afraid of

Let me be the one,
I exist because of you
Let me be the one FOR ALL YOUR ANSWERS,
that person is me
Let me be the one,
the only one in the world,
Let me be the one WHO CARES.
Let me be the one,
It won’t change, even if I am born again
IT’S YOU

Let me be the one,
the only one for you. I want it to be me.
Let me be the one,
the entire day, I only think of you
Let me be the one,
I’ll promise you, that I’ll live for you
Let me be the one, for eternity,
WOULD YOU LET ME BE, I’ll love only you.

pengharapanku dalam menantimu!!!

kadang-kadang, memang fed-up menanti sebuah pengharapan yang 'useless' ni...

kenapa waiting kalau aku dah fed-up...?

sebab i'd promise my bestfriend to tell her everything that will be happen in that day...

penantian, pengharapan ni memang 'useless'....namun kuharapkan di sebalik ketabahan aku menanti hari itu, dapat merasakan happy ending...hope so much!!!

saya akan menanti mu wahai penyeri hidupku pada tarikh itu....

kehadiranmu ku alu-alukan kerana kasih-sayangku akan hanya satu untukmu...

Jangan Mempersendakan Ketidaksempurnaan.

masih aku tertanya-tanya,

mengapa perlu dipersendakan ketidaksempurnaan...

Ya Allah, sebagai manusia, aku hamba-Mu...berasa bersyukur dikurniakan sahabat yang bisa menyayangi dan memahami...aku benar-benar memerlukan mereka...

bukan cinta yang aku cari...

mungkin ya. dan mungkin tak...tapi cinta-Mu paling kuharapkan...

sahabat lebih penting bagiku kerana merekalah cintaku...terima kasih sahabat.terima kasih memberi segala saat-saat yang manis buatku....

sejak beberapa minggu aku di UMP for the 2nd year...everything happen is so fast...everything have changed...

aku betul-betul tak faham apa sebenarnya keinginan manusia...

memang betul kata orang "manusia tidak pernah punya rasa bersyukur di atas apa yang mereka miliki"

dunia kini semakin huru-hara...inikan pula rutin seharian ku yang kadang-kadang juga meliputi 1001 masalah...masalah persahabatan itu tak asing lagi untuk aku...aku berfikir, mungkinkah salah aku, atau kesalahan mereka.

kata orang "kita tak perlu menyalahkan orang lain, seandainya merasa diri terbeban oleh sesuatu perasaan"

aneh melihat gelagat mereka2 yang tak tahu menilai betapa indahnya n mahalnya sebuah persahabatan...

terima kasih kepada mereka yang telah memberi aku 1001 kenangan.indah mahupun pahit. terima kasih...jasamu dikenang!!!

love U, miss U...alot...

once i'm down, i cry missing you
once i'm bored, laugh for our moment together.

Absarina,
our friendship can't be like the other friendship in my life...
there's no one....

i thought i'm so childish...but i'm really sensitive when it come to friendship...
i can cry easily for friendship, can be down for a long term just because of the friendship...

i hope a loyal person like u, i hope a kind of you...
sometimes, when i'm grown up, there's some feeling that i never feel when there's no you...
missing you...so much...

there's no one can understand me just like you do...
there's no one can happy for me just like you happy for...

thank alot, my princesss of the "esprit de corps"

Absarina Abd. Aziz....

in the past years...so much things i want to be with you, my beloved friend...<3<3

aku tak faham!!!

kenapa kadang2 persahabatan tu dipermainkan...???sedangkan bukan senang sebuah persahabatan tu nak wujud...
apa yang aku belajar setiap persahabatan memerlukan kepercayaan, kejujuran dan sikap saling menghargai....

makin lama aku menjalani hidup aku sebagai remaja, semakin aku rasa kerdil dalam dunia ni...aku tak faham kenapa masih ada orang yang berperangai macam budak-budak dalam persahabatan...
persahabatan itu untuk dikongsi...semakin ramai dalam persahabatan itu, semakin indah hubungan mereka...

aku fikir, waktu sekolah sahaja ada masalah "batu api", masalah fitnah-menfitnah, masalah yang kecil yang diperbesarkan dan ditokok tambahkan...rupanya, semakin banyak pula benda tu terjadi...dekat U pun ada...memang susah nak faham apa yang orang lain nak...

buat sahabat yang telah menceriakan hidup aku, terima kasih di atas segala perjuangan yang kita sama-sama hadapi...AKU SAYANG KORANG SEMUA!!!!

untuk mendapatkan teman, bukan lah asal dari simpati...bukan asal dari fitnah, bukan dari hasad dengki...aku pelik kat sekeliling aku still lagi ada yang mendapatkan teman dengan hasad dengki, dengan fitnah, tagih simpati...janganlah kamu membuat hubungan orang lain terputus, gara-gara niat jahatmu, kerana suatu hari mereka akan meninggalkanmu dengan dendam...

janganlah kalian mencemburui seandainya mereka rapat dan meninggalkan kamu sendirian,
namun doakan hubungan mereka berkekalan sehingga ke akhir perjuangan mereka....